Wednesday,
U.S. ‘Working’ To Stop Karabakh Fighting
NAGORNO-KARABAKH -- The remains of a rocket shell are seen after recent shelling
in the town of Martuni,
The United States has told Turkey and other regional powers to “stay out” of the
Nagorno-Karabakh conflict as part of its efforts to stop fighting between
Armenian and Azerbaijani forces, U.S. Secretary of State Mike Pompeo said on
Wednesday.
“We’ve joined our European partners and, frankly, many countries around the
world to ask that there be a ceasefire, the beginning of a solution to the
conflict,” Pompeo told reporters.
“We’ve watched the reporting of civilian deaths,” he said. “We’ve watched Turkey
begin to reinforce Azerbaijan. We’ve asked every international player to stay
out of the region, not to continue to reinforce trouble and we’re working to
deliver that. And we’re using our diplomatic toolkit to try and achieve an
outcome that gets a … ceasefire and an outcome that is a solution based on
international law.”
“We’ve done some work that I think increases the likelihood that the objectives
that I’ve just identified for you actually take place,” added Pompeo.
Pompeo already said last week that “outsiders ought to stay out” of the Karabakh
conflict. He did not explicitly point the finger at Turkey which strongly
supports Azerbaijan’s military action.
The United States, Russia and France have long been leading international
efforts to end the Karabakh conflict through the Minsk Group of the Organization
for Security Organization in Europe. In the last two weeks they have repeatedly
issued statements calling for an immediate halt to the war that broke out on
September 27.
Moscow brokered an Armenian-Azerbaijani ceasefire agreement on October 10.
Hostilities in the conflict zone have continued since then, however.
Former U.S. Vice President Joe Biden, President Donald Trump’s Democratic rival
in the November 3 presidential election, on Tuesday expressed deep concern over
the “collapse” of the ceasefire and accused the Trump administration of being
“largely passive and disengaged.”
“Rather than delegating the diplomacy to Moscow, the administration must get
more involved, at the highest levels,” Biden said in a statement.
Pompeo said that he briefly discussed the Karabakh escalation with Trump earlier
on Wednesday. He said that Washington is “paying a great deal of attention” to
the conflict.
Putin, Erdogan Discuss Karabakh
RUSSIA -- Russian President Vladimir Putin and Turkish President Tayyip Erdogan
arrive for a news conference following their talks in Moscow, March 5, 2020
President Vladimir Putin reiterated Russia’s concerns about the reported
deployment of Middle Eastern mercenaries in the Nagorno-Karabakh conflict zone
and urged Turkey to help stop hostilities there in a phone call with his Turkish
counterpart Recep Tayyip Erdogan on Wednesday.
In a statement, the Kremlin said the two leaders discussed the Karabakh conflict
in detail during the conversation that took place “at the initiative of the
Turkish side.”
It cited Putin as stressing “the urgent need for joint efforts to quickly stop
the bloodshed and switch to a peaceful resolution of the Nagorno-Karabakh
problem.” He also expressed hope that Turkey “will make a constructive
contribution to the de-escalation of the conflict,” said the statement.
The statement said both Putin and Erdogan “confirmed the importance” of the
conflicting parties’ compliance with an Armenian-Azerbaijani humanitarian
ceasefire agreement brokered by Moscow on October 10. They also called for the
resumption of Karabakh peace talks, it added.
Erdogan’s office said the Turkish leader told Putin that his country wants a
“permanent solution” that would end Armenian “occupation” of Azerbaijani lands.
Fighting between Armenian and Azerbaijani forces has continued despite the
ceasefire agreement, with each side accusing the other of violating it.
Armenian Prime Minister Nikol Pashinian charged on Tuesday that Azerbaijan is
continuing military operations along the Karabakh “line of contact” under
Turkish pressure. He again accused Turkey of instigating the war and deploying
Turkish military personnel and Syrian mercenaries to Azerbaijan for that purpose.
According to the Kremlin’s readout of the phone call, Putin expressed “serious
concern over the participation in the hostilities of militants from Middle
Eastern region.”
Russian Defense Minister Sergei Shoigu raised the matter with his Turkish
counterpart Hulusi Akar when they spoke by phone on Monday.
Speaking in Ankara earlier on Wednesday, Erdogan denied reports that Turkey
recruited and sent allied Syrian fighters to fight in Karabakh on the
Azerbaijani side. “They have work in their own country, they won’t go there,” he
claimed.
Moscow implicitly accused Ankara of recruiting “terrorists and mercenaries” from
Syria and Libya for the Azerbaijani army shortly after the outbreak of the
ongoing war on September 27. It demanded their immediate withdrawal from the
region.
The Russian foreign intelligence chief, Sergei Naryshkin, warned on October 6
that the region could become a “launch pad” for Islamist militants to enter
Russia.
Moscow Opposes Turkish Role In Karabakh Talks
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RUSSIA -- Kremlin spokesman Dmitry Peskov visits the Dream Island amusement park
ahead of its upcoming inauguration in Moscow, February 27, 2020
The Kremlin spoke out on Wednesday against Turkey’s possible involvement in
international efforts to resolve the Nagorno-Karabakh conflict which have long
been spearheaded by Russia, France and the United States.
Turkish presidential spokesman Ibrahim Kalin called on Tuesday for a serious
change in the negotiating format, saying that the three world powers co-heading
the OSCE Minsk Group have failed to broker an Armenian-Azerbaijani peace deal.
Kalin said Ankara does not object to what he described as an Azerbaijani
proposal to hold quadripartite talks on Karabakh involving Armenia, Azerbaijan,
Russia and Turkey. “Let four of us sit down and discuss what we can do on this
subject,” he told a Turkish TV channel.
Kremlin spokesman Dmitry Peskov dismissed the idea. “Moscow first and foremost
proceeds from the fact that during the recent Moscow meeting of the three
foreign ministers [of Armenia, Azerbaijan and Russia] all three parties
reaffirmed the principle of immutability of the negotiating format,” Peskov told
reporters.
A joint statement issued by the ministers on October 10 said, among other
things, that Baku and Yerevan “reaffirm that the format of the negotiating
process is to remain unchanged.”
Konstantin Kosachev, the chairman of the foreign relations committee of Russia’s
upper house of parliament, was even more categorical, saying that the
four-nation talks would have a “destructive” influence on Karabakh peace
prospects. Kosachev told the RIA Novosti news agency that Turkey fully supports
Azerbaijan in the conflict and therefore cannot bring any “added value” to the
mediation efforts.
Armenia has always opposed any Turkish involvement in the Minsk Group process
for that reason. It says that Turkey is now also directly involved in the war in
Karabakh that broke out on September 27.
Ankara has voiced strong support for the Azerbaijani military offensive in
Karabakh. Russian Foreign Minister Sergei Lavrov criticized this stance earlier
on Wednesday.
Meanwhile, Turkish President Recep Tayyip Erdogan continued to lambaste the
U.S., Russian and French mediators.
“The United States, Russia and France are still putting this off with their
stalling tactics,” Reuters quoted Erdogan as telling members of his AK Party in
parliament. “Just give them the occupied lands.”
Erdogan also denied reports that Turkey recruited and sent allied Syrian
fighters to fight in Karabakh on the Azerbaijani side.
Armenia Vows To Fight On In Karabakh
Armenia -- Prime Minister Nikol Pashinian addresses the nation, Yerevan, October
14, 2020.
Armenia and Nagorno-Karabakh are determined to “fight till the end” in the face
of Azerbaijan’s continuing military offensive, Armenian Prime Minister Nikol
Pashinian said on Wednesday.
Pashinian accused Baku of refusing to abide by a Russian-mediated ceasefire
agreement with the aim of reconquering Karabakh.
“At this decisive moment, we will not cave in because this is a fateful war for
our people,” he declared in a televised address to the nation aired on the 18th
day of large-scale hostilities in and around Karabakh.
“The Armenian people cannot be intimidated, the Armenian people cannot be
defeated,” he said. “We will fight till the end and that end is called Free and
Happy Artsakh (Karabakh), Free and Happy Armenia.”
“We must win, we must live, we must make our history, and we are making our
history,” added Pashinian.
The Armenian premier acknowledged that Azerbaijani forces have made “some”
territorial gains at northern and southern sections of the frontline since the
outbreak of the war on September 27. But he insisted that a “blitzkrieg” planned
by the Azerbaijani and Turkish militaries has failed and that Karabakh’s
Armenian-backed army is “keeping the overall situation under control.”
NAGORNO-KARABAKH -- Arthur Sahakyan, 63, prays inside the damaged Ghazanchetsots
(Holy Saviour) Cathedral in Shusha ,
The appeal came as heavy fighting between Armenian and Azerbaijani forces
continued along the Karabakh “line of contact” despite the ceasefire agreement
brokered by Russia on October 10. The warring sides continued to accuse each
other of violating it as Russia and other international mediators made more
efforts to stop the bloodshed.
Pashinian said that the mediators’ efforts “have not been sufficient to rein in
the Azerbaijani-Turkish-terrorist alliance.” He charged that Ankara has been
encouraging Baku to continue the hostilities as part of its “traditional
genocidal policy towards our people.”
The fighting again spread to Armenia’s international territory early on
Wednesday as Azerbaijani forces struck Armenian military installations near the
Azerbaijani border. Baku said its army destroyed Armenian ballistic missile
systems that were about to attack Azerbaijani civilian areas and infrastructure.
The Defense Ministry in Yerevan denied such intentions and insisted that no
rockets or gunshots have been fired from Armenian territory “until now.” It said
that the Armenian military now “reserves the right to target by the same logic
any military facility or troop movement inside Azerbaijan.”
The Armenian Foreign Ministry likewise stated that Baku’s “provocative actions
will have irreversible military-political consequences.” It did not elaborate.
AZERBAIJAN -- A man walks amongst the debris of damaged houses two days after
shelling by Armenian's artillery, Ganja,
Kremlin spokesman Dmitry Peskov said later in the day that Russian military
officials are now “verifying and analyzing the information” about the
Azerbaijani strikes. Peskov would not be drawn on whether the Russian military
could intervene or help the Armenian side otherwise.
“Let’s wait for the result of the verification,” the RIA Novosti news agency
quoted him as saying.
Armenia’s membership in the Russian-led Collective Security Treaty Organization
commits Russia to defending it against foreign aggression.
Russian President Vladimir Putin said on October 7 that Moscow will fulfill its
defense obligations to Yerevan. He noted at the same time that “the hostilities
are not being carried out on the territory of Armenia.”
In his televised speech, Pashinian thanked Russia and Putin personally for their
mediation efforts. “Russia has managed to properly perform its role as a
co-chair of the OSCE Minsk Group and Armenia’s strategic ally,” he said.
Russia Ready To Deploy ‘Military Observers’ For Karabakh Truce
RUSSIA -- Russian Foreign Minister Sergei Lavrov speaks during a joint press
conference with his Armenian counterpart following their talks in Moscow on
October 12, 2020.
Russia offered to deploy “military observers” in the Nagorno-Karabakh conflict
zone on Wednesday as it kept pressing Armenia and Azerbaijan to implement a
ceasefire agreement brokered by Moscow.
In separate phone calls with his Azerbaijani and Armenian counterparts reported
by the Russian Defense Ministry in the morning, Russian Defense Minister Sergei
Shoigu again called for a halt to hostilities along the Karabakh “line of
contact” which seemed to be continuing unabated.
Russian Foreign Minister Sergei Lavrov spoke, meanwhile, by phone with his
Azerbaijani counterpart Jeyhun Bayramov. Lavrov said afterwards that the warring
sides should urgently work out a “ceasefire verification mechanism.”
“I reiterated corresponding signals just half an hour ago when I received a
phone call from Azerbaijan’s foreign minister,” Lavrov told Russian media. “We
are sending the same signal to our Armenian colleagues as well.”
The deployment of “military observers” in the conflict zone, Lavrov went on,
should be part of that verification mechanism. “We believe it would be
absolutely right if they were our observers, but it is up to the parties to make
a final decision,” he said.
Lavrov chided Turkey for strongly supporting Azerbaijan’s military offensive in
Karabakh. “We disagree with the position which has been voiced by Turkey and
which has also been expressed by Azerbaijan’s president for several times. There
is no secret here, we cannot agree with the statements to the effect that a
military solution to the conflict is possible and admissible,” he said.
Lavrov insisted that a peaceful resolution of the Karabakh conflict is still
“possible” despite the large-scale hostilities that broke out on September 27.
He said it should be based on peace proposals that have long been made by the
Russian, U.S. and French mediators co-chairing the OSCE Minsk Group.
“Their essence is known: a phased liberation of districts around Karabakh while
observing security guarantees for Karabakh and ensuring a reliable link between
Armenia and Karabakh until determining the final status of Karabakh,” he said.
Only Change In Turkey's Stance Can Unlock Karabakh Settlement, Says Pashinian
NAGORNO-KARABAKH -- Armenian Prime Minister Nikol Pashinian attends a meeting
with army commanders in Nagorno-Karabakh, October 6, 2020
(Reuters) - Armenian Prime Minister Nikol Pashinian said on Tuesday he believed
that only a change in Turkey’s stance on Nagorno-Karabakh could prompt
Azerbaijan to halt military action over the region.
But, in his first interview since a ceasefire deal was agreed in the conflict
over Nagorno-Karabakh was agreed in Moscow on Saturday, he gave no indication to
Reuters that he saw any sign of Ankara shifting its position.
Since fighting flared on September 27, Turkey has backed Azerbaijan strongly and
said Armenian forces must leave the enclave, which is internationally recognized
as part of Azerbaijan but governed and populated by ethnic Armenians.
Turkey said on Tuesday it should play a role in international discussions on the
conflict, something Yerevan opposes. The ceasefire, brokered by Russia, is
already badly frayed, with both sides accusing the other of attacks and crimes
against civilians.
Speaking at his official residence, a huge Soviet-era building in the center of
the Armenian capital Yerevan, Pashinian accused Turkey of sabotaging the
ceasefire and of trying to muscle its way into the wider South Caucasus region
to further what he called its expansionist ambitions.
“I’m convinced that for as long as Turkey’s position remains unchanged,
Azerbaijan will not stop fighting,” Pashinian said.
Azerbaijan says it is open to the temporary humanitarian ceasefire agreed in
Moscow to exchange prisoners and bodies of those killed in the fighting, but
accuses Armenian forces of breaching it. Yerevan denies this. Azerbaijan has
said it envisages further fighting after the truce to capture more territory.
Pashinian said Turkey had stated publicly, before the ceasefire talks, that it
believed Azerbaijan should keep fighting, and that Turkey’s foreign minister had
phoned the Azeri foreign minister after the deal.
Pashinian suggested the purpose of the Turkish post-ceasefire call “was really
an instruction not to dare under any circumstance to stop fighting”.
The Turkish foreign ministry said on the day of the call that the ceasefire
would not be a lasting solution, and has since said Armenian forces should
withdraw from Nagorno-Karabakh.
“Turkey has come to the South Caucasus to continue the policy it is carrying out
in the Mediterranean against Greece and Cyprus, or in Libya, or in Syria, or in
Iraq. It is an expansionist policy,” Pashinian said. “And the problem is that
Armenians in the South Caucasus are the last remaining obstacle on its path to
implement that expansionist policy.”
The fighting is the worst since a 1991-94 war over the territory that broke out
as the Soviet Union collapsed. It is being closely watched abroad, partly
because of its proximity to Azeri energy pipelines to Europe and because of
fears that Russia and Turkey could be drawn in.
If left unchecked in the region, Pashinian warned that Turkish influence could
poison the South Caucasus. “The whole of the South Caucasus will become Syria
and that fire would spread to the north and to the south rapidly,” he said.
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ANN/Armenian News – Week in Review – 10/12/2020
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Armenian News: Week in Review
ANN/Armenian News
October 12, 2020
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Lara Aharonian
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Robert Avetissian
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Asbed Kotchikian
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Asbed Bedrossian
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Hovik Manucharyan
Hello, and welcome to the Armenian News Network, Armenian News, Week in Review.
This Week we’re going to continue to talk about the ongoing war in Artsakh. We’re going to consider the following major aspects:
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First, we’ll get an update on the progress of the war, since our podcast last weekend.
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Then we’ll discuss the onset of international diplomacy that has finally ramped up around this conflict.
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And finally we want to look into the social-humanitarian impact that this war is having on Armenian society not only in Artsakh, but also in Armenia, and the Diaspora communities.
To talk about these issues, we have with us:
Lara Aharonian who is a peace activist in Armenia and co-founder and co-director of the Women’s Resource Center NGO @ArmenianWomen in Yerevan.
Robert Avetissian who is the Representative of the Nagorno Karabakh Republic in the United States.
And
Asbed Kotchikian, who is a senior lecturer of political science and international relations at Bentley University in Massachusetts.
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For over two weeks now, the war in Artsakh has been raging with casualties mounting on both sides. On Saturday October 10, a humanitarian cease-fire was brokered by Russia, after an 11 hour marathon of intense negotiations between the Armenian, Azerbaijani and Russian foreign ministers in Moscow. Not surprisingly the cease-fire did not end the fighting, and by some accounts intensified it in some areas. There have even been accounts of drones over Armenia’s southern province of Syunik.
What’s the current status of the security situation on the ground in Artsakh?
What is the current state of the ceasefire?
After the war erupted and during the first week there was an eerie silence from the international diplomatic community, as if everyone was mesmerized by the 21st century drone war. But as the fighting entered its second week, France came in, then minor statements were made by the US state department – and of course we’ve heard nothing from Trump himself, – and finally we also heard from Russia. Now that the Armenian and Azeri foreign ministers have started separate negotiations in Moscow, we’ve heard that the fundamental outline of a peace is probably along the principle of “status for territory”.
Why was there such a slow ramping of diplomacy to stop the violence? And second: where do we expect it to lead? What are our short- and longer-term goals?
If any mediating countries had illusions that some form of so-called highest level of autonomy within Azerbaijan was going to be a possibility for Nagorno Karabakh, the last two weeks must really have killed those illusions. How are current events are reshaping the landscape of negotiations and outcomes going forward?
There seems to be more acceptance of the idea of Artsakh as a sovereign state than before. Is that real or is just idle talk?
At last count over 500 men had died and hundreds more injured. Regardless of the outcome of the war, this will leave a major scar on our society. How women are engaged and dealing with getting humanitarian assistance to our community?
That concludes our program for This week’s Armenian News Week in Review. We hope it has helped your understanding of some of the issues from the previous week. We look forward to your feedback, and even your suggestions for issues to cover in greater depth. Contact us on our website, at Armenian News.org, or on our Facebook Page “ANN – Armenian News”, or in our Facebook Group “Armenian News – Armenian News Network”.
Special thanks to Laura Osborn for providing the music for our podcast. I’m Hovik Manucharyan, and on behalf of everyone in this episode, I wish you a good week. Thank you for listening and we’ll talk to you next week.
Armenia, Artsakh, Lara Aharonian, Robert Avetissian Karabakh Negotiations, Lavrov Plan, Russia, Turkey, Azerbaijan
CivilNet: La Russie Propose le Retrait des Troupes Arméniennes dans Cinq Region du Karabakh
CivilNet: Pashinyan Calls for Consolidation, Stressing Armenia Will be Constructive in Diplomatic Efforts
✓The Russian FM presented his plan of how the Nagorno Karabakh conflict can be settled.
✓Azerbaijani forces resumed a new offensive as well as artillery bombardment of Karabakh’s towns and cities
CivilNet: "This is our last battle, we don’t have right to give up” Says Karabakh President
Karabakh President Arayik Harutyunyan has sent the following appeal to Armenians living outside of Armenia.
“Dear Friends,
Today, our homeland needs our protection more than ever before. Firstly, you have no moral right to leave your homes, grandfathers’ graves, and your children’s future unprotected. If any of you believe that you can find a dignified life, that you can live and create safely outside of Artsakh [Karabakh], you are sorely mistaken.
We have historically had a unique opportunity to have a free and independent state, for which we have already paid a high price once before. This is our last battle, where we have no right to give up, where desertion means betrayal. This is our land. We cannot let the enemy in and allow him to desecrate our sanctities.
Thus, I address you as proud citizens who have kept the dignity of the Armenian people high, as true patriots. Hurry to join your brothers who stand firm on their native land. Who, by standing at the frontline, by baking bread, by driving, are making our borders stronger.
Come back before it’s too late, because your actions will be assessed by the people and by history. Instead of cursing, choose the path of blessing.
Artsakh is awaiting you all.” – Karabakh President Arayik Harutyunyan
CivilNet: 24 000 enfants du Karabakh sont privés de leur droit à l’éducation
Le ministère arménien de l’éducation indique que 24 000 enfants du Karabakh sont actuellement privés de leur droit à l’éducation en raison de la guerre avec l’Azerbaïdjan.
“Malgré ses obligations internationales, l’Azerbaïdjan continue de bombarder les établissements scolaires en utilisant des armes interdites par le droit international. L’agression militaire azerbaïdjanaise a déjà endommagé plus de 10 écoles, ainsi que plusieurs maternelles et des bâtiments éducatifs. Des milliers d’enfants sont ainsi privés d’accès à l’école et les jeunes adultes sont dans l’incapacité de poursuivre leurs études universitaires”, indique une déclaration du ministère.
Près de la moitié de la population du Karabakh – environ 70 000 personnes – a été évacuée vers l’Arménie pour y trouver refuge et sécurité. Beaucoup se trouvent dans des abris temporaires à Goris – la dernière ville d’Arménie avant la route de Lachin vers le Karabakh.
L’UNESCO a également appelé l’Arménie et l’Azerbaïdjan à s’abstenir d’attaquer ou de blesser des enfants, des enseignants, du personnel éducatif ou des écoles. Et ce en vertu des principes énoncés dans la Déclaration sur la sécurité dans les écoles, qui vise à restreindre l’utilisation à des fins militaires de bâtiments éducatifs et à garantir la poursuite d’un enseignement sûr en période d’hostilités militaires.
CivilNet: 119 Syrian Mercenaries Have Died in Karabakh
On October 13, the Syrian Observatory for Human Rights discussed the issue of Syrians who are fighting alongside Azerbaijani forces in the Nagorno-Karabakh war.
The discussion focused on the number of Syrian mercenaries who are fleeing the fighting Karabakh and returning to Syria. Meanwhile, Turkish authorities are still attempting to find new groups to be sent to Azerbaijan. According to the Syrian Observatory for Human Rights, at least 119 mercenaries have been killed in the current Karabakh war. The deaths have made sending mercenaries to Azerbaijan more difficult for Turkey as fighters refuse to travel to Azerbaijan. According to another source, the number of mercenaries in Azerbaijan has now reached 1,400, which includes the 250 sent to Azerbaijan by Turkey last week.
Rybar Telegram Channel also notes that a group of Syrian mercenaries refused to leave Syria and fight in Azerbaijan because the fighting has intensified.
Kurdish Response
The People’s Democratic Party of Turkey, the country’s pro-Kurdish political group, has raised their voice in protest against the transfer of Syrian mercenaries to Azerbaijan. On October 13, Sarbel Kemal Bey, a party, requested that the Turkish Ministry of Foreign Affairs confirm that militant groups were flown to Azerbaijan with the help of Turkey. According to Kemal Bey, there are rumors that the militants moved from Afrin, Syria to Azerbaijan for a contract of three months for $1,800 a month.
Erdoğan Response
Turkish President Recep Tayyip Erdoğan denied Turkey’s involvement in the transfer of the mercenaries to Azerbaijan during a parliamentary session on October 14. He noted that the armed militant groups already have problems in the areas where they operate and that they, therefore, have no incentive to move to the South Caucasus.
Erdoğan claimed that Turkey’s military support for Azerbaijan made up for the support that Armenia received from Russia and France. He also criticized the activities of the main negotiating body, the Organization for Security and Cooperation in Europe (OSCE) Minsk Group, as well as its co-chairs France, Russia, and the US. Erdoğan yet again mentioned that Turkey must have a seat at the table in the new round of negotiations between Armenia and Azerbaijan.
Turkey’s Far-Right Response
On October 13, Devlet Bahçeli, the president of the Turkish far-right Nationalist Movement Party, accused Armenia of committing terrorism and also criticized Russia’s policy towards the conflict. According to him, the entire territory of Karabakh should be returned to Azerbaijan. He also stated that if the Armenian side is to win the current war, difficult times will lie ahead for Azerbaijanis.
CivilNet: What Can Armenia Do About Syrian Mercenaries Under International Law?
CivilNet: Day 18, Diary of War, Artsakh | Don’t lose hope, believe in magic
There has been no phone call from my brother since yesterday. Dad was trying to reach him every 10 minutes. “Did he call? No? He did not call me either. I thought, maybe he called you? Ah.. okay. Let me know when he does.” Every 10 minutes! We were terrified to think of possible reasons for his silence. He knows, life stops in this part of the world, when there is no call.
Mom, dad and I went to our home today, for an hour. Mom started cooking french fries, dad was watching the statements of Harutyunyan and Pashinyan on TV and I went to my room. I looked around and thought – is there anything in this room I won’t be able to live without? If my home disappears tomorrow what I will miss the most? Maybe “Fahrenheit 451,” my favorite book? Or acrylic dye? Or maybe a photo album? Oh, this one- my favorite dress! No, wait.. maybe earrings I bought in Würzburg, my favorite city… or mom’s scarf.. or maybe my sister’s favorite jacket? I could not make up my mind…
Eventually, I decided not to take anything. Because it would have meant that there is a chance (which, in fact is real) that my house might not exist.
We have been building our house all our lives, have been changing it, improving, adding more and more to make it special. And to lose it within seconds, to end up without your own hearth, without our little corner in a big and strange world – such thoughts break our hearts. And I am not ready to put up with it! So, I did not take anything from my home. If there is a choice- my choice is to keep it all.
And you know what? The phone rang. it was him, my brother! Filled with emotions and excitement, I could not help crying, I was talking and laughing and crying. “All is okay”- this is what they usually say to us. A few months ago, I lent some money to him for his education. We are very close to each other. And today I told him ” You know what – I remove your debt. You just come back safe as soon as possible. And he said ” Oh, realy? If I only knew, I would have taken more!” We laughed for 7 minutes.
Then I asked my dad to give me a lift to my office. On September 22, it was my cameraman’s birthday. My cameraman, my best friend, my boyfriend. I made a present for him- fish. I wanted these fish to share our space. When the war broke out, we still were going there, to feed them, under shellfire. But when my friend had been drafted, there was no chance to go by, ( the city had been bombed heavily and I was alone) and I thought our fish had gone. That though hurt a lot. So, I went into the office, to the aquarium. The fish were there, but they didn’t move. I kept saying in my mind “Be alive, please, be alive!”
They did not move. And I thought- this is it, so many days, without food. How will I live with such a sin in my heart? I mean, they only recently became members of our office, our second home. I sat next to them, almost crying and suddenly, I saw them move. One fish moved, then another… I jumped up, hugged the aquarium and started crying. I hurried to give them their food and was begging them to see the food and eat it. They saw, they ate. I decided not to leave them alone any more and took them. They are in my shelter now, until their owner returns.
I changed the water, added more feed and have been checking on them every five minutes.
This fish story is a true sign for me today, that we should not lose hope. Even when it seems there is no one, life can reward us a surprise and give us strength to live.