TIME Magazine
Aug 31 2014
Inside the Beslan School Siege, 10 Years On
They were dressed in their best, little girls in spotless white
ruffled pinafores and boys in freshly pressed dress shirts buttoned to
the collar. It was September 1, 2004, the start of school, a cause for
celebration throughout Russia.
When the first shots were fired, 11-year-old Zarina Albegava mistook
them for fireworks. She is 21 now, but still has trouble talking about
what happened next.
“I don’t want to remember,” she says.
Albegava, her sister Zalina, nine, and around 1,200 others were taken
hostage during a back to school celebration in Beslan, in the Russian
republic of North Ossetia. Two days later around 330 of them were
dead, more than half of them children. Zalina was one of the dead.
It was the worst terrorist attack Russia had ever seen, a gruesome
footnote to the two wars that Chechnya fought for independence in the
1990s. Even after Russia finally subjugated the Muslim republic in
2000 and installed a loyal warlord to control it, the conflict
continued in the form of an Islamist insurgency whose fighters have
staged suicide bombings as far afield as Moscow for years. Beslan is
considered one of the conflict’s greatest travesties against the
innocent. But a decade later the world has moved on. Residents of this
little North Caucasus town have not, partly because important
questions remain unanswered: How many terrorists escaped? What caused
the explosion that lead to the storming of the school?
It was this sense of loss and longing for answers that attracted
documentary photographer Diana Markosian to Beslan. Of Armenian
heritage, Markosian, who is 25, often confronts the lingering effects
of loss in her work, especially childhood losses. Markosian lost her
own father and country, in a way, at seven when her mother moved her
and her brother from Russia to Santa Barbara, and their father
remained in Moscow. They never talked about her father after that and
it was 15 years before she saw him again. When a Beslan survivor told
her about the split of his life into “before” and “after” she
understood.
“When I was separated from my dad, that’s exactly what happened, I had
this experience of being torn apart from the life I had always known,”
she tells TIME.
Having spent her early childhood in Armenia and Russia, Markosian also
understood the significance of September 1. She still has the yellow
and green Bambi backpack her father gave her for her first day of
second grade. She hadn’t seen him in weeks, but he was there for the
first day of school, holding hands with her mother and brother as they
all walked to school.
As a young journalist in Moscow, Markosian passed through Beslan
regularly en route to Chechnya. Sometimes she stopped at the school.
It served as a monument to the siege, a battle-scarred structure
filled with uncapped water bottles the children probably needed
desperately during captivity. The hostages were corralled in an
airless gym booby-trapped with explosives. For most, there was no
water or food after the first day. On the second day the
Chechen-speaking captors demanded Russia begin to remove its troops
from Chechnya. On the third day there was an explosion and Russian
forces stormed the building. In the ensuing firefight only one of 30
or so terrorists was captured alive, later sentenced to life
imprisonment.
The shadow of Beslan followed Markosian until she decided to revisit
the tragedy through her work. She arrived, she says, looking for the
remains, “the direct aftermath of the event.”
She found children’s drawings.
They showed her what she couldn’t capture in photos, drawings of their
dead fathers. The men were the first to be killed. Around 20 were shot
execution style in a room where Russian literature was once taught.
The corpses of fathers who had come to celebrate their children’s
first day of school were thrown out the window and left to rot in the
sun.
“I wanted this body of work to be collaboration,” says Markosian.
“This is their story, their experience, and I wanted them to take part
in it.”
Markosian had been resisting the constraints of traditional
photojournalism, the distance between subject and photographer. The
brutal, simple pictures made by the children in the tragedy’s
aftermath combined with her own images allowed her to bridge the gap.
Images of barely clothed men, women and children holding bottled water
remain as unchanged as the rooms they inhabit in Markosian’s
photographs, rooms decorated with bullet holes and peeling paint. On a
picture of a sixth grade class she has the survivors write messages to
their deceased classmates.
The children, now young adults, journeyed with her back to the school,
sometimes for the first time since the tragedy. In silence, with their
eyes shut, they remembered. Then they shared those memories with
Markosian: the window through which their mother was shot, the spot
next to them where their sister died, the classroom where they
studied.
Markosian captures the survivors’ visual discomfort at being trapped
in a place they have never been able to escape through portraits taken
in the school. Other shots show the artifacts the dead left behind, a
new shoe, a bloodied undershirt, a child’s untouched bedroom. For
Beslan time has not provided resolution.
“The idea that time heals does not hold true for these families,” says
Markosian. “Time heals? No, it doesn’t.”
Diana Markosian is a photographer based in Chechnya. Her previous
photo essay, also published on TIME LightBox, Inventing My Father will
be exhibited at Blue Sky Gallery in Portland in January 2015. See more
of her work on her website.
Katya Cengel is a freelance writer.
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